I've realised I can still see... I shouldn't really look back. Or be so damned nosy.
It hurts more than I thought. But then, it shocked me when it hurt at all.
You know that song? The internet really should be for porn. Only porn. And maybe shopping. Never for curious hopes that things are getting better, so you get nosy so you can find out if they are.
I'm away to finish my damn wine.